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Have been looking at some of the past while chatting with Mr. Insomnia
It's really weird, i have no more assignment that mean i should be very relax now...not saying that im not relax....is just that....mayb i have mixed up my time...but during the night while facing with insomnia is very very boring and sure it will feel abit lonely in the midnight
I have a funny habit...which look back some of the old picture and scroll back up what i have said before in my chatbox or sms...
I like to do this is because, I was able to recall back those memory..hahaha....
while scrolling back up....i saw something, something i try to pretend that it didnt meant anything....

A week and a few days have passed.....after that happened....
wonder is that suppose be the right choice hahaha....
i cant said it have changes nothing...surely it will effect more or less....

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i did it...

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ok...i if did it...
i have do what i have to do...i have no regret to it..
i dont care what the result i dont mind because i can said this "I HAVE TRIED"
now i really feel relief haha...

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this is not good...

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i m going back to the old me.....the one tat scare of sleeping....
every time when i switch of the light and closed my eyes...
i think of many things....too many where my head become a noisy and crowded place....
i knw i have better things to do and think about...
i duno why i just cant control it...is like a herd of wild horse stampede through my head everytime i shut my eye....

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