dream flying around..

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this few night, i very late only sleep..and the feeling i buried and hidden away is slowly coming back...
for the past few night i have almost the same dream...will the dream really come through ?

hahahaha

(people said when u fight for the things u believe so hard, in the end it will came through one day)

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Let said I knw i will mess things up....but i really didnt knw i will mess it up in such a big scale.....
Im sorry....

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testing my limits?

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My Limits is being tested again, again and again....
when or will i breakdown?

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not tat good...

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I should have not take tat post when I know my strength is limited....
I knw im not good at negotiating..
I knw i sometimes i do things according my emotion....
I should have nominate my fren instead....
is my own fault though...my ego, my prejudice, myself get the best of me....

Now I knw....
Im still not mature, dont have the strength and the ability..
Im still not worthy to take tat post....

hope i can pull this through.....

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